Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Week 12: Misunderstandings!



Unfortunately, in life it isn’t always possible to communicate or understand others clearly. Perhaps our emotions, cultural backgrounds or lack of articulation lead to misunderstanding simply because the message wasn’t clear or was too ambiguous. My mother is one of those people who I love dearly, but sometimes communicating with her is quite a mystery. About two years ago I attended my sister’s modeling show with her and my then boyfriend, Jason. The modeling show was held at the Village Stadium at the University of Minnesota campus. When we arrived, the show had not started yet. We spoke to the security and they told us that we could sit in the front row of the VIP section since we knew the designer and one of the models (my sister was the model and her friend, who we knew really well, was the designer), we thought it was just fine. As the show started, a few ladies motioned at us and told us that we were in their seats. We thought they were kicking us out of the area and my mother got upset. She made comments to the ladies about how inappropriate they were and threatened to sue for many frivolous reasons. Security got to us and kicked us out of the VIP area because of the fight. My boyfriend and I graciously left, but my mother became confrontational with the security. The hilarious part of the whole thing was that the security guards were afraid of her and didn’t know what to do so they allowed her to stay in the VIP area.

If we had stopped to listen to the ladies by our seats, we would have discovered that one of the girls was missing her purse and she was asking us if we had seen it. We thought she was asking us why we had their seats. With the noise and show going on, there was very few opportunities to have a decent conversation and truly understand each other. Unfortunately, we were victims of circumstance and environmental noise pollution. Have you ever been in situations where the lack of clarity of ambiguity was out of your control?


Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Week #11: Presenting Self. VS. Perceived Self

Week 11 Blog

Most of the time, I think we need to present a certain part of ourselves or pretend to be an entirely different person, so we can “belong” with the person we’re meeting or people we are surrounded by. The person I present is largely based on context. If I’m hanging out with my friends in a casual atmosphere where drinking is involved, I may be more obnoxious than I usually am. However, if I’m doing a persuasive presentation for an audience composed of business people, I would speak formally and wear a business suit. The person I am sometimes can be very different from the person I am presenting, but most often than not my “presenting self” is very true to my “perceived self”.

We alter ourselves most when we meet someone for the first time or we‘re in a new atmosphere (the first day of school effect I call it). First impressions are often unforgettable and we want to make a good first impression by looking and acting similar to that person. Chapter talks about “impression management”, the creation of a positive image of oneself in order to influence the perceptions of other (Seiler, 67). It is because of this phenomenon that people may be quite different than their true selves.

My presenting self and my true self are usually the same. I am pretty comfortable with my personality and who I am for the most part. That can be attributed to my age, my optimism in life or perhaps the fact that I’m usually surrounded by others people who are similar to me. For example, I spend the greater part of my day at school or with my family, therefore I’m usually with people who are focused on the same things or have similar personality traits. The biggest difference between who I am to the world and who I am inside happens when I’m afraid or I’m having a terrible day. I’m the kind of person that bottles the majority of my anger and sadness up and I present a happy go lucky attitude to the world. I hate it when people are “Debbie downers”, so I try my best to be positive. Sometimes if you fake it enough, you may end up being happy or being positive. Attitude or thought is the first step to positive actions.

I put on a happy self or a positive self especially when I meet new people or I’m doing something major like a class presentation. If I don’t come in with a good attitude, my nerves and personal feelings may negatively impact my performance or actions.

Do you often find that putting a “brave face” can make your presenting self and perceived self more similar? Perhaps if we try hard enough we may even spread the positivity and others would benefit from the infectious positivity too.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Week 10: Perceptions

The funny thing about perceptions is that everyone has one or many and most of the time we are not even aware of our own thoughts about a person or situation. To clarify we are not aware of WHY we have those thoughts. There are so many things that go into the composition of a person's perspective that it's difficult to point to one culprit. Our opinion is a result of accumulated experiences with social identities. It is great and it sucks at the same time.

I suppose the easiest culprit to point to is gender identity and how that influences me as well as you. The way I look at a situation compared to my male counterparts can be very different just because we experience life differently. The best example is our perception of romantic situations. Have you seen the movie "He's Just Not That Into You"? Well... that is one of the examples. One of my best girlfriends, Adrienne, is in love with her friend, Victor. According to her they really connect and there's a change he's returning her feelings even though he is dating other girls currently that ISN'T her. My husband and I view this differently. There's a part of me that believes he does have feelings for her but doesn't want to be with her because he doesn't want to ruin the relationship. (He has said this.) My husband thinks he isn't interested and he's just being nice. If a guy wants to be someone, he will make the effort. Is my perception of the situation different because as a woman I want to romanticize it and root for my friend? I certainly don't want to further break my friend's heart and tell her "he's just not that into you". I mean there's nothing wrong with her and nothing wrong with him either. As women we want to believe that there is more to a guy than the surface and perhaps they are a charming prince underneath it all... what if he isn't.

I think women get these ideas from years and years of socialization via Disney movies and playing house with dolls. It is ingrained in us from the beginning to look for that "Prince Charming". If he doesn't exist, let's make him up! I mean there is nothing wrong with shooting for the stars and being with a good person, but come on. The media as well as society puts a lot of pressure on women to get married and have children by a certain age that it further taints our view of love and relationships. The key is to be more aware of what we really want and who really are versus what we're being influenced to do.

Do you think the media and society have helped to shape your gender identity also?

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Week 9 Blog: Persuasion in Advertisements

Its surprising how many times a day I'm bombarded with mini persuasive speeches. When I sit down and analyze how many advertisements I come across daily, I feel a little blindsided. The majority of my everyday encounters try to appeal to my emotions, needs or logic. Unfortunately, the ones that really stand out to me are ones that appeal to my emotions.

During political elections especially presidential elections, scare tactics are most popular in the advertisements. Most often the opposing political party would feature ads that predict horrific outcomes should their opponent become president. An example of this was during the 2008 Presidential Election, Senator McCain sponsored advertisements that talked about President Obama’s inability to defend the nation from foreign threats. If Obama won, our country would be in great danger. I must admit, those ads were particularly memorable to me because it made me speculate and hypothesize about negative outcomes that could result. That scare tactic didn’t necessarily scare me, but it made me think twice about which candidate to vote for.

Other great examples of persuasion are the “target market” advertisements that talk about the negative consequences of smoking. These advertisements are particularly memorable because their scare tactics are so extreme and in-your-face. I remember a particular one where they drove a bunch of dolls to the corporate headquarters of a major tobacco company. The dolls represented however many people died in a year from tobacco-related deaths. In a way they were mocking the company and educating them about the effects of their product at the same time. As an audience member, who doesn’t smoke but is an observer of the message, I feel the advertisers are educating and mocking me too. I know the consequences of smoking, but to see a physical representation of the statistics appealed to my emotions greatly. It made me feel as if I should do something to help end tobacco use and that perhaps I may be partly responsible for these deaths too. It was an odd experience.

Can you recall memorable advertisements where the persuasion technique involved the advertiser attempting to appeal to your emotions instead of logic? Was it effective and do you think that is most effective method to get the public to change?

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Week 5 Group Communication Memories

I took a group communication course in the past. It was a very interesting and thought-provoking course. The class was divided into groups of seven and we were given many tasks to complete. At the end of the semester, we had a major class project and presentation to complete. It was fun completing the tasks and analyzing the group dynamics as they emerged in my group. We were very cohesive. We had a democratic leader who largely shared her duties with others in the group and only had one conflict the whole semester. It was only a minor conflict, too. However, there were many times where groupthink emerged. Because our group experienced such a high level of cohesiveness, we found ourselves afraid to introduce new ideas or to break out of the roles we established in the beginning. For example, the leader didn't think we needed to start working on our final project a month ahead. I expressed that we need to at least gather sources, brainstorm ideas and determine who was to perform which tasks. We had a conflict that lead to us eventually going home that day and not accomplishing anything. Surely, the next day our teacher expected us to hand in an outline of our ideas and sources. The first thing that I observed from this experience was that I expressed myself very cautiously. I didn't want to disturb the order of things and was willing to accept whatever the leader wanted even though I knew it was wrong. The second thing I observed was that other group members wanted to express the same thing, but felt they didn't want to make the leader angry or create an uncomfortable situation for everyone else. They told me this later. Unfortunately, we handed in our outline late and was penalized a bit. Looking back though I still considered that semester the best group experience ever and I'm willing to sacrifice efficiency for group harmony.
That particular group was a positive experience for many reasons. We let a leader naturally emerge and she was willing to share the role with others who were interested. She wasn't a dictator but she still kept things in order. Everyone in the group were easy going and was extremely focused on getting an A in the class. We had the same goal and mesh well together personality-wise. I had a lot of fun. We even started hanging outside of class for social reasons. The bad experiences with groups I've had were in situations where there was a lack of a leader or a tyrannical leader. Group members had varying degrees of interest and commitment and personalities were just too different. I think certain people just don't get along. These could be due to cultural factors or just based on simple things like a lack of understanding humor. Currently I'm taking English and our class has a lot of group activities. I always get that person that doesn't want to be there and usually doesn't have anything to contribute. Either they did not do the assignment or they are unwilling to tell us what they did. I'm not sure. There is a particular young man who always comes to class sits down slouching with his legs extended forward and crosses his arms in front of his chest. He usually wears a frown and looks at the clock every 5 minutes. I hate being in a group with him because it feels like I'm pulling teeth. In spite of everything I do enjoy that class, but I dread being put in a group with people like that.
I've expressed good and bad experiences with groups. Have you experienced being in a group that was so cohesive that it stifled individualism and created conformity? It is easy to see that especially when you think about friendships in high school. High school cliques are almost always built on conformity. Did you know of someone who never wanted to participate? Or maybe you were that person. I've always wondered if non-participating members do it because they have the grouphate phonemonon. Perhaps they hate working with others and have such a strong individualistic personality that they go into those situations with negative assumptions already. Do you think these people manifest what they hate about groups?

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Week #4 Nonverbal Communication and Knowledge is Power

Nonverbal communication often speak louder than words. I observe nonverbal communication everyday and use it often too. I’m the first to admit that I’m terrible at eye contact and sometimes use too much hand gesticulations. It can be overwhelming. When I talk to people, I often observe how often they make eye contact and where they are looking. Sometimes I wonder if my lack of eye contact is cultural and how that effects my family life versus my academic or professional life. At home when I’m speaking with my elders, I only make eye contact sometimes. It’s common for me to look down or elsewhere while speaking to my grandparents especially my grandfather. I didn’t realize this was a sign of respect or even submission until I read about it in Chapter 5. I’m Asian-American and it is a sign of disrespect to make direct eye contact longer than quick glances. Sometimes I don’t even realize it. However, when I’m with my friends or I’m at work, I tend to make eye contact more. I look directly at people’s eyes to show that I’m attentive and care about what they have to say. If I don’t make eye contact in this scenerio, my conversation partner would perceive me to be uninterested and even rude. When I’m in class or meeting with my professors, eye contact is essential because they are an authority figure whom I want to impress. If I didn’t make eye contact when I spoke to my professors, my teacher would most likely perceive that as rude. Even in class, I always try to look at my instructors in the face unless I’m trying to avoid answering questions in class. Do you use different nonverbal communication skills when you confront different cultures? Do you experience dichotomous cultures that require different communication in your daily life also?

I am a big believer in education and I think everyone in our class believes in it too. Otherwise, why are we in college? People who have knowledge tend to make more money because others depend on their expertise to improve their own lives. Because of this dependency, it would appear as if the people who have knowledge have power over others who don’t. If this is true, than to some degree everyone has power. It’s just based on what kind of knowledge is regarded as important in a given situation. Sometimes I feel very powerless depending on who I’m surrounded by. When I’m talking to my cousin, Hlee, who is an attorney about her opinions on congressional laws, I feel powerless. I feel especially powerless because she is an expert on criminal law and can impart knowledge about something affects many people. I can not. Have you ever experienced a situation where you feel you can’t contribute useful information or perhaps you have experienced the opposite. Did you feel as if your knowledge or lack of knowledge on the subject affected society as a whole?

On a side note, I know the textbook says that it’s possible to inform without persuading, but it’s really hard to be perfectly objective. By choosing certain information to present we are always leaving out other pieces of information. In a way, you are persuading whether or not you intend to. I wonder if others feel the same way. Can we as humans truly obtain objectivity?

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Week #3 There's more to a presentation than organization

The most memorable presentations are the ones that are organized well, included a variety of visual aids and presentation methods and spoke passionately about their topics. Every time I look at President Obama's speeches, all of those things come to mind. (Even though we all know he does not write his own speeches, he is still a rather captivating speaker.) With all of that in mind, I must talk about a speech last year that I was an unfortunate witness of. His speech had all those things and was still hard to watch. I took a special education class last spring semester. We all had to talk about a specific area of special education that we were interested in and give a presentation on it. This particular young man's topic was on Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) and the controversy behind its treatment methods. The topic was very intriguing. His powerpoint presentation included very vivid visual aids and the information was well organized. Everything looked good... until he spoke. He didn't seem that nervous either. He kept talking about drugs and asking other classmates if they wanted drugs. He, then, talked about personal experiences with his parents when they were on drugs that made everyone uncomfortable. He included statistics on death and related it to Ritalin and it's impact on children with ADHD.
The point of my blog is that there are other factors beyond what we learn in the textbook that makes a good presentation. The presenter should know what is appropriate. They must understand the audiences' level of comfortableness and present things in a more professional manner. In the speech language pathology community (I'm a communications disorders major so I'm familiar with the jargon), we would diagnose him with pragmatic social disorders. Pragmatics are things like picking up on social cues and knowing appropriate mannerisms and when to use them, which he seemed to lack. He was trying too hard to entertain and shock the audience into paying attention to him that it became his downfall. We did pay attention to him... but for all the wrong reasons. Sometimes its better to have a few audience members sleeping in the back than to over do a presentation and become a distraction. The audience doesn't get the message of your presentation and they are paying attention to all the wrong things.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Controversial Topics and the Internet

It is interesting how choosing a topic and researching go hand in hand. After reading the chapters, I found that I usually do the opposite. I often research various things before choosing a topic. There are so many things I can talk about because I have such a diverse interest. I have to find out more about my interests before committing myself. The one thing Chapter 7 should have touched on more is the appropriateness of a topic. For example, the speeches that usually yield the most trouble are usually persuasive speeches. People, including myself, find it very difficult to stay away from controversial or political topics especially in a classroom setting where the audience is usually captive and very diverse. In my previous public speaking class back in high school, it was difficult to watch persuasive topics on abortion, the death penalty, and socialized health care. These topics should not be allowed in persuasive speeches because it is like "arguing apples and broccoli". The different arguments against and for a specific topic are based on two totally different perspectives that are both positive and often are not related to each other. For example, abortion is about women's rights and humanity's right to live at the same time...both totally different topics about the same issue. In addition, these topics are too emotional and the logic is based on subjective things such as religion. We should stay away from these when we do our persuasive speeches... but then what ever will we talk about?
I didn't realize how similar researching for a speech is similar to researching for a paper. It truly is just as lengthy and just as detailed. It is becoming more apparent that a diversity of sources is the best method for obtaining valid and fair information. I liked how the chapter warns us to be aware of internet sources because they may not be the most truthful information available to us. Anyone with a computer can put anything they want out there. I would like more specific tips on how to detect a valid internet source from an invalid one. Though the book does talk about writing down who wrote the site and finding out when the document was created...etc, I don't feel that is a reliable method to tell the good sources from the bad ones. Blogs need to be addressed specifically. What if I find a political blog written by a politician on a congressional issue I'm speaking about. Should I exclude it because it's an opinion piece? OR include it because the politician is a primary source? Also, how do I tell that it is truly him that wrote it. The validity of internet sources should be a chapter on its own and blogs should be covered thoroughly. My rule of thumb on sources is that if it looks questionable, don't use it. The book even warns about using statistics with caution. I don't think using statistics is necessarily a negative thing. People just need to address the context and circumstance in which the data was produced. Too many people misinterpret the information and use it to relate to topics that have no precedents. Statistics are good we just need to be more aware of what we're using it for.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Most Embarrasing Moment

I would say the most embarrassing moment happened when I wasn’t there live in person. This is a true story. I was only in high school at the time and I had begun dating my now husband, Jason. His family is very conservative and religious. They resemble the Cleavers very much. Though I had met them a few times, I did not know them very well and we were all still getting acquainted. I had just gotten into a large fight with my mother and sister when Jason called me to see if I was coming over to have dinner with his family. I was very annoyed when he called and I told him to leave me alone because I had to clean the “god d*** living room because my mother and sister were being f****** b******”. Little did I know that I was on speaker phone because his family wanted to greet me also. It was and still is terribly embarrassing. My husband and I have never talked about that incident because we both know just how conservative his family is and just how humiliated I was. I’m glad I wasn’t there in person to experience the humiliation and I’m glad that no one has ever brought it up.

When I look back on it, I still feel the shame and embarrassment. His family was merely trying to welcome me into their family and I appeared very vulgar and classless. It is a big deal meeting a potential mate’s family especially when you want to make a good impression and build a family with them someday.

In relation to the public speaking class, I think I have the same issues with public speaking and communication in general. Sometimes I am not aware of my audience and I say inappropriate things or the manner I say things are inappropriate. For example, when I speak to my professors sometimes I use the filler word “like” or I use slang to describe something. It makes me look unprofessional and can indicate my lack of commitment to school. I refer to my embarrassing moment to help remind me to think before I speak because the repercussions can be very detrimental to relationships I’m trying to build or maintain.